In a deeply emotional moment, she expressed the weight of what she has been going through, at one point making alarming remarks about her mental state and the uncertainty she feels about her future.
“And if it ends up killing me, let it kill me. If this is my last TikTok live, it is okay. If I don’t ever come back here and I will be dead, then that is okay. But after that, you will say I was speaking facts,” she said.
She further opened up about her financial struggles, revealing that she had tried her hand at several businesses in a bid to stay afloat, but none had succeeded.
“I tried many businesses, including selling sweatpants, and the business failed to pick,” she shared.
Carol concluded by asking her followers to stay with her during the live session, seeking companionship and support during what appeared to be a particularly difficult moment.
“So just keep me company in this live,” she said.
Breakup with Miracle Baby
The depression narrative comes just days after Carol dismissed claims that her breakup with musician Miracle Baby was staged for clout, stating that the end of their relationship was not a publicity stunt.
She said their separation was genuine and not part of any strategy to trend or promote projects.
“We are not, and we cannot, clout chase using the end of our relationship,” she said.
The influencer also revealed that the controversy surrounding the split affected her professional plans.
She disclosed that she had collaborated with Waithaka wa Jane on a project that was initially scheduled for release in February. However, due to online claims that the breakup and the collaboration were connected for clout, they decided to postpone the release to March.
“Even the collaboration I did with Waithaka wa Jane had people saying I was clout-chasing, which is not true. We were supposed to release it in February, but we had to postpone it to March,” she added.
